"Clingy Mom"

As it turns out, I might be a "clingy mom". I was dropping Jael off in the church nursery yesterday and as soon as I handed her over she starts balling! Well I didn't want to leave her but the guy in the nursery says "bye mommy" and waves with this sarcastic tone like "get out of here you psycho!" So I go upstairs and find Luke and just start balling. Luke encouraged me to go get her if I was so upset but I told him I didn't want to be known as the "clingy mom". After a few minutes I sent Luke down to check on her and he came back up and said she was almost asleep. Of course I was so shaken up I kept crying. But you know, why should I feel bad about not wanting my daughter upset??? She's my daughter! Anyway, today she is getting her shots and I have been a nervous wreck all day! Luckily Luke is taking her but knowing she's going to be upset just kills me! I'm horrible! I guess it's better to be a little on the clingy side then to not care at all about her! Ugh!